Thursday, October 21, 2004

i hate this..!

im afraid, frustrated, this pent up anger inside..i dunno why..i feel so stressed out..it's like everybody seems to be pinning high hopes on me..my parents, brother, teachers...what if i don't do well..?wouldn't it be such a big let-down to them..?but seriously im trying very hard...very...
i know the good Lord will deliver me..but the feeling of uncertainty and fear still grips me...i trust the Lord to help me..but im not confident in myself..have i tried my best..?have i fully prepare for the o's..?i dunno...
seriously, i don't want to let everybody down..i don't wanna let Him down too...sigh...

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