Friday, June 29, 2007

中国话

examinations ~ 2

Yesterday I sat for my classic literature paper.
All of you must be wondering how is it right?
Don't have to ask, 'cos I didn't complete the paper.
I had a relapse of epileptic fit when I was halfway through the paper.
All I could remember is I suddenly went unconscious, then when I woke up, I was lying in my lecturer's office.
But when I regain consciousness, my friend told me that during my relapse I was struggling to return to my seat, to complete my exmaination. Hah! I couldn't believe it too, why would I be so silly to struggle to my seat and finish my paper?! Hmmm......but I do remember mumbling something about my examination when I was unconscious.
But anyway, that was what happened lah.
My friend told me that my lecturer was totally shocked and stunned, so much so that he was screaming and roaring when I blackout.
I really want to thank my lecturers(Professor Zhang, Miss Geng Zhi Hong and Miss Wu Jing), hmmm......'cos I think I really gave them a scare yesterday.
Also, I want to thank Xin Yi, Qiuling, KaiBoon, and of course, my clique of friends: pingz, qinx, binx, lingx, meizhen, junn, qing jie.
Last but not least, my 专属天使, thank you for the sweet letter and orange juice, really felt much better.
Thank you everyone for your concern, I'm really fine now.
=)

Monday, June 25, 2007

Examinations ~ 1

Yes! Finished philosophy paper today.
Hmmm......it was easier than I thought.
So, I'm happy! =)
Rested for half a day, tomorrow will be a day to chiong my classic literature.
Classic Literature exam will be held on 28 June 2007.
I fear for this subject.
'Cos it's definitely ancient for me, all in ancient chinese language.
BUT, of course I'll try my best, like duh!

We've all decided, we'll do our best for our exams.
But then, immediately after exams, we're gonna shop till we drop and go for karaoke sessions!
Hahaha!
~Whee!~
Just the thought of that spurs me on to chiong for my exams.
Yay yay!

*shoutouts*

Marianne gurlie, love you loadz.
Just keep yourself happy and healthy, just tag me, email me or gimme a call anytime.
-muackz muackz hugz hugz-

Nic dearie, thank you in advance for the lilies.
White, yellow, green. A little of each.
You know me too well, lil' nicky.
-huggies-
=)

Lou dearest, hope to see you soon.
Take good care alright, heard that you've become really skinny.
-ginormous hugz-

Zac kor, thank you so muchie for the email.
Really lifted up my mood and made my day.
-bearie hugz-

Artie brother, miss you miss you miss you!
What else can I say but miss you so muchie!
Can't wait to see you soon!
-a gazillionz hugz-

Alright, finished with shoutouts.
Hmmm......
~Muackz to everyone!~
=P

Friday, June 22, 2007

好闷哦

我真的是闷得快死掉了啦,差不多每时每刻都在面对课本和笔记,闷死我了啦!
所以,就想到搬出我的旧诗,来发表一下,请享用文字与情绪所酿出的醇酒吧=)

《迹》
爱情,
是我们相遇的奇迹。
思念,
是两人分离的唇印。
怨恨,
是我思念你的酿酒。
绝望,
是无声无息的悲哀。
梦中挂丝曙光,
梦醒一片黑暗。

《追》
树梢的枫叶
我想摘
地上的白雪
我欲取
给飘洋过海的你

秋夜望着月
冬季下满雪
春天观百花
夏日享凉风
一年四季心思你

《我的原野》
海洋埋藏了回忆
天空挂满了心情
呐喊我的小秘密
这就是我的原野

柔软金翠的光芒
奔在宽阔的草原
孤单是我的狂妄
这就是我的原野

风牵着发丝鼓舞
眼里残滚着沙粒
唆使我滴出泪珠
这就是我的原野

两人之间一个情
热火红尘飞满天
你嘴角边的笑意
这才是我的原野

~请大家多给我意见哦!谢谢!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

victory, fighting!!!

-Nodz- Hmmm.
Like what I told my bestest sister Marianne gurlie,
we're gonna GAMBATTE!!!
Try my best and give my all during my examinations.
And not forgetting, of course, to keep myself in a happy and healthy mode.
In this way, I won't be letting those who love me down.

*shoutouts*
PEOPLE! I'm alright!!! So, do not worry about me!
-smilez-
I love you guys and of course, I love myself!
I won't be beaten down that easily, 我是不死之身嘛!哈哈!

Yes, I admit, lately I'm bogged down by examinations stress.
BUT, I'm gonna fight it with my sunny-optimistic mindset!
*cheers* to [war against stress]!!! Hahaha!!!
Hip Hip Hoorray!!!
=P

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

so depressed

Examinations are coming soon.
Like, next monday?
I'm feeling extremely stressed up because we do not have ANY study break,
none at all.
Adding on to the tragedy, we have 5 exam papers.
During the days of NP, we have 1 exam paper with 2 weeks of study break.
Just look at the vast difference......sho' sadd right?

Seriously, the lessons here are so boring that I'm forever in coma whenever the lecturers are ranting their logics and all.
Guess I won't do very well this semester but I seriously am hoping I can just pass all my papers.
Never in my life have I been so down about my studies before, you know.
Sigh.

Monday, June 18, 2007

specially for my brother

heys Artie!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
My "twin", thank you so muchie for being in my life,
you're always the cool-headed one.
Ever so rational whenever I'm impulsive or irritated.
You're like my "互补双胞胎" .
Hahahaha!!!
May your dreams come true and may you find true love one day!
*Cheers dude!*
Love ya loadz! *muackz*
=)

Friday, June 15, 2007

exhausted

Sorry all, I haven't been blogging frequently because I've been having dance practices these few days.
First of all, I must wish my bestest sister Marianne Freeman: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Sorry gurl, I didn't blog my birthday wish for you yesterday 'cause I was really exhausted after my dance practice.
To my bestest sister:
thank you so much that you've been by my side these 7 years.
even though we're not from the same class or cca,
even though we're not in the same tertiery school,
but whenever we meet up with problems or exciting happenings,
the first one we think of is each other.
I'm so glad you've found the man who loves you and I'm truly happy that you are happy.
I hope that you'll continue being happy and loved.
Remember that whenever you need me, I'm here 24/7.
Love you my dear, cheers to our long-lasting friendship.
-Ginormous Hugz-
Happy 19th Birthday!!! =)

I had rehearsals the whole day from this morning.
Just finish my indian dance performance.
Quite successful, but I got a leg cramp when I was dancing.
Hahaha.
But still gotta continue dancing, so I danced with loads more strength.
O well, I enjoyed the dance lahh.
Can't wait to go home.
Just 1 more month.

Alright, I have to go clean myself up and sleep.
Damn exhausted now, haven't been sleeping well.
zzzzZZZZ......

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

rant

I don't know what to write.
I'm just bored.
I've got some assignments to finish, some revisions to do, some dance to practise, some performance to attend, some show to watch.
Many many things to do.
Yet I'm still feeling lonely and bored.
Hah, what the hell am I ranting about?
*blackout*

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

impulsiveness

I did a major thing to my hair today.
I cut it, yet AGAIN.
And, I permed it.
Hahaha.
I look like a rebel now.
Don't know why I did it, maybe it's just another of my impulsive streak working again.
But no regrets.
Never regret anything because as I always say,
you never try, you never know.

I need inspiration.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

想念。

我发现自己开始异常的想家。
非常地想家,真希望能马上立刻奔回家,然后倒在舒服的沙发上。
不知道为什么,倒数回家的日子越短,我就越讨厌这个地方,讨厌这里的人、事、物。
更讨厌为了这个旅程而和我同行的朋友们。因为,他们也渐渐地成了我生命中的过客。
似乎,感情本来很浓厚的我们,渐渐地变质了,变得太过恭敬了,而且不高兴就耍性子使脸色。
我不知道是什么原因,但我觉得很悲,我只想安安静静、顺顺利利地渡过这次的旅程。
更想早点儿回家,回到我熟悉的地方,回到有我家人、有好朋友的日子。
我想念在新加坡老家等我的好姐妹Marianne和Jocelyn,还有我的大哥、二哥、四弟和小弟。
我想念和大哥shopping看电影、想念和二哥讲话聊心事、想念和四弟煮东西一起吃、想念和小弟喝酒谈天。
想念和Marianne和Jocelyn喝咖啡、吃蛋糕,边吃边谈的日子。
想念朋友的朋友,一起打打闹闹的时光。
想念和家人一起搭营帐、滑轮、游泳晒太阳。
想家,非常地想家。
想得我要落泪,落泪落得像瀑布一样,不停的流着流着。。。。。。

Saturday, June 02, 2007

断桥。绍兴。今天晚上的发现。

昨天,本来已经计划好要到林隐寺、雷锋塔和断桥参观的,谁知道天不做媒,下了一整天的雨。
结果,只到了断桥去。
断桥是有典故的。。。。。。
其实,断桥原叫“段家桥”。以前,杭州每年总有几场雪,长长的一条苏堤,就成了西湖上的一条玉带。太阳出来后,拱桥的向阳面很快就融化了,而背面仍然有积雪。这时,从旁边的宝石山上看桥,却似断了一般。断桥由此而来。所以,才说是“断桥不断”。
另一个必须要知道的就是;断桥也就是凄美爱情故事里的男女主角:许仙与白娘子相会的地方。
春天或秋天去的话,应该会好一点,别落到像我这样到那儿去喂蚊子。

今天我一大早就起床和朋友们长辈们到绍兴去了。
我喜欢今天的旅程安排,不会很匆忙。
我们到三个不同的景点参观:鲁迅故居、沈园、兰亭。

在鲁迅故居,我认识了周作人和他的生活故事。
也喝了绍兴著名的黄酒,吃了超级yummylicious的臭豆腐!!!
臭豆腐简直就是人间天堂!!!
后来,乘着摇摆不稳的乌篷船到沈园。
乌篷船虽然不怎么稳,但是非常的刺激与罗曼蒂克。
因为它很像威尼斯的长平底船(gondola)。

我最喜欢的就是沈园了,因为那是诗人陆游和他的前妻(也是绍兴才女)唐婉相会的地方。
故事是这样的。。。。。。
陆游和唐婉是表兄妹也是夫妻。他们非常的恩爱与甜蜜。
但陆母不喜欢唐婉,觉得是她阻碍了陆游考科举。
所以,逼陆游休了唐婉。
经过了许多磨差后,陆游比不得已只好休了唐婉。
多年后,当他们俩都各有家庭,在沈园相遇时,陆游在园林的墙上写了以首词:《钗头凤》。
唐婉在陆游走后,也在墙上回了他的词,也名为:《钗头凤》。
当陆游在84岁那年回沈园时,才看到那首词。
也发现唐婉当年在沈园遇见他之后,不久后便忧郁逝世了。

《钗头凤》—陆游
红酥手,黄藤酒,满城春色宫墙柳。东风恶,欢情薄,一杯愁绪,几年离索。错!错!错!
春如旧,人空瘦,泪痕红悒鲛绡透。桃花落,闲池阁,山盟虽在,锦书难托。莫,莫,莫!
《钗头凤》—唐婉
世情薄,人情恶,雨送黄昏花易落。晓风干,泪痕残,欲笺心事,独语斜阑。难!难!难!
人成各,今非昨,病魂常似秋千索。角声寒,夜阑珊,怕人寻问,咽泪装欢。瞒,瞒,瞒!

最后一站是兰亭,有一点儿闷。
可能是因为脚走得酸痛了,也疲累了。
但看到,“父子碑”。
王羲之在碑上写了“鹅”字,就受到朝廷圣旨,便离去了。
“鹅”字下面的“池”字便由儿子王献之提笔。
“鹅池”之碑,也称“父子碑”,显示了父子对书法的热忱。

最后,是今天晚上的晚餐。我和妈妈到AJISEN享用拉面。
遇到好多没教养的中国人。
一点都不懂得尊重那些从事服务行业的人,一直把他们当狗使唤。
还大力的拍桌子、大声嚷嚷、指着经理的鼻子不停的臭骂。
我是气到爆好不好,那些人到底凶什么凶啊?!
服务员就不是人吗?难道对人拿出最基本的尊重都那么难么?
我的火气从脚底直奔大脑好不好!
气爆了啦!
中国人这样的态度怎么迎接2008奥运啊?!
文明社会?想骗谁啊?
想成功迎接2008奥运?送你一个字:难!
因为外国人将会把你们批死!

我累了,睡了。