Monday, March 24, 2008

台湾大选

前几天,爸爸进了医院。但是,对台湾非常有兴趣的他依旧没变。我们还是很关注322大选。最后,正如我们所愿,马英九当选了。我在网上找到这个台湾大学生制作的短片,我觉得很有意义。让你们看看。

Monday, March 17, 2008

He still loves me

Caught 'House of Sins' with Dearie on Saturday night, at Jubilee Hall.
It was intriguing, totally overwhelming for my senses.
But the way LiXie presents her ideas and opinions is......explosive.
I mean, the play starts with a very oppressive and repressed environment, it's not just the lines, it's the whole stage setting and the spirit behind every character.
And, slowly the story builds up and poof! The characters explode and it's as if they throw themselves to the wind.
However, some might not like this play, or perhaps, some might not be able to accept it because of its explicit scenes.
As for me, I TOTALLY love it!

Yesterday, Rev.Trevor Yaxley gave me a word of prophecy.
Yes, I was stunned, because it was so close to my heart.
So very close.
I want to thank God for that word, because it shows that He still loves me and still wants to use me for His great work even though, even though I'm such a weird, odd, blasphemous kid. I mean, I'm not that standard holy Christian you can find. In fact, I'm below standard. My opinions and values differ from the norm, people probably raise their eyebrows or cringe when they see what I do or what I think of certain issues of life.
Now, I'm encouraged. Very encouraged actually.
'Cos even though I'm not holy, but I'm not too bad either.
I'm just unique, and I can do something for God.
=)

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Cleared

Just when I thought I'm over it, He up there played a joke on me again.
How comforting ah.
But well, I guess I felt much better saying it out and making the decision that I made.
So, great!
Thursday, D asked me out for lunch and since I needed to eat lunch anyway, so we went to Pasir Ris Swensens. But how dare he call me a glutton! Hmph! I just had a craving for Mac&Cheese, that's all. Then, he came over and helped me with marking my primary 5 papers. But we stop after a while and caught 'The Devil wears Prada'. After 10 minutes, I went into the snooze mode while he enjoys the show.
Yesterday, I went to The Corduroy Cafe with Art. I was pretty exhausted from work, but still, I went to meet him. We ordered a pot of chamomile tea, a tiramisu and a lemon posset. Totally heavenly man. Then, I came back to bedok for cell group, so freakshow lor, I was in charged of leading WordEd. And it's on rapture and the Second Coming and stuff like that. Gosh, I totally freaked out, thank God R helped me out. And well, you know, as usual, when I lead WordEd, everyone will have a good laugh till they burst their seams. Don't know what so funny lor, but yeah, people laughed.
Then, when I returned from cell group, D came over and collected his umbrella and we chatted till 12 plus in the morning. Talked out a lot of stuff and about life, it's always great to have a friend whom you can talk to. Thanks, for......well, everything. =)

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

融化的雪花

我真的很累。
我的累,不是因为工作,而是因为他。
我知道,我真的知道,我的感情已经投错港了。
我无法控制自己,但是,我真的不是故意的。
明知不能爱,甚至不能有那么一点点的喜欢他,却那么的深爱他。
我只想回到我们那暧昧的友谊,那就够了。
无拘无束的友谊,不需要担心别人的眼光,不需要顾及别人的感受,只要我们两个,那不需要言语的默契,我就满足了。
那一刻的暧昧,他并不知道,对我来说是那么的宝贵。
他并不知道,他的每一个眼神对我来说,有多么重要,就像小鹿渴望泉水。
他也不知道,他对我的每一个特别的问候,是多么的温暖,像雪中送炭。
他更加不知道,我和他一起特有的语言和眼神的交换,永远都烙印在我的心里面。
我当然也非常清楚了解,一刻的暧昧就像白雪一样,快速地融化。

Alchoholic? Nope. Workaholic.

Well, on friday I gave the polyclinic a rain check. Hmmm, had trouble waking up early, you see.
And, I gave Leap Years a rain check too. Purely because I could not get a good seat.
Hah!
So, I took up Juno. It's about a teenager getting pregnant and giving up her baby for adoption and finding true love. Of course, some social problems and all. I'll give it 3 popcorns outta 5.
;)

Started my first day in student care on Monday, 3 march.
I mean, it was pretty easy for me because I'm familiar with the students and the whole procedure and stuff like that. Just some administrative stuff to add on.
Somehow, it was busy on Tuesday, 4 march.
I was alone, managing the centre for 2 hours, taking care of the kids, their revision and their lunch, at the same time, manning the counter.
Took up an extra class of primary 2 math at Tampines centre, the kids are pretty smart but they really cannot sit still for long.
Now, I'm working in student care in the morning, and tutoring in the afternoon/night, 8 classes of tutoring altogether.

True, it's tiring. But it's worth it.
At least, working takes my mind off certain things.