im did some thinking.
im starting to wonder who i really am.
i mean, yar, i know im amanda, a child of God etc etc.
but who really am i inside??
there's so much aspects of a person, which one is the real me?
i appear different to different people under different circumstances,
does it mean that i'm faking?? or hypocritical?
i really dont know u know.
i want to write something real, whether good or bad, hate or love.
i just want my writing to be real, to be me.
will i be able to do that?
and at the same time be what others want me to be?
and also be what Father wants me to be?
it's messy.
ignore my ranting.
i'll continue to meditate.