Monday, December 31, 2007

Goodbye 2007, Hello 2008

This is the last day of year 2007.
I guess it has been a great year for me.
Though I am still stuck with epilepsy, but I grew up psychologically and spiritually.
Been through quite a lot, did more acting and performing than anything else, which yes, I did enjoy.
But in the year 2008, I hope to earn more money and be a blessing to people around me. I want to do what God wants me to do. To give more of my time and love to people in my life, to bring them to their feet when they fall. Another thing is, I hope to write more poems and plays, hone up my writing skills.
2007's Christmas Musical was wonderful! No words can describe how much I love it, how much I love the teamwork and the effort everyone has put in. And of course, how loving and great is our God.
I want to thank my family for being so loving and understanding towards me, though sometimes I could be quite stubborn. Thanks a gazillionz Daddy, Mommy and Artie.
Also, I want to thank my bunch of close friends who never failed to care and cheer me up and always making me feel important. *muacks* to Lou and Zac, Nic, Jocelyn.
Of course not forgetting my darling sister: Marianne dearie. Thanks gurl for everything, for being so understanding of my busy schedule, never blaming me, never laying guilt traps on me. Love you dear.
Last but not least, my OIKOS family. You guys are great manz. You never know how much I appreciate you guys for treating me like an adult but at the same time doting on me and caring so much about me.
So much for 2007, it's time for 2008.
I'm sure 2008 will be a greater and more fufilling year than before.
I throw my arms wide open to embrace the coming year.
Goodbye 2007, Hello 2008!

Monday, December 17, 2007

Yesterday morning I went for sunday service.
Altar call was to receive God's love, and to have the assurance that God loves everyone of us.
Many went forward for the altar call, including me.
Some say that we lack of self-assurance, or lack of faith.
Well, sorry but I beg to differ.
In life, not everything is smooth-sailing, we may fall, get tired or totally exhausted.
To go for altar call does not necessarily mean that we do not have faith or self-assurance, we just need encouragement from God, a touch from the Lord.
In fact, the willingness to step out to the altar proves that we saw the problem in ourselves, and we are willing face it with God.

I am much annoyed by someone who always writes his blog with this mindset as if the whole world have offended him and as if only he knows what is the best. I mean, can't you deal with life and people with a bit more of understanding and compassion? Can't you stand in others' perspective to look at life? Well, maybe I really don't understand you enough, but I don't think you have any right to pass any judgement on others.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007


所谓的shot-gun marriage。


不管是说:“是那个狐狸精勾引我老公的!”,或者说:“我的女朋友/老婆已经不能让我再感到兴奋。”又或者“She could not make me feel passionate about us anymore.”
为什么第一个反应不是:“He's such a jerk!” 或者“小姐,你应该立刻甩掉他”?
为何没有埋怨男友擅变的感情?或者,为什么没有怪自己in the first place没有好好的管制他?
Oh, do I hear your man's ego ranting again?
Ha! So sorry, I don't like what I'm hearing, NEXT!!!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007


可能,I'm falling in love with my watch just like how Elinor fell in love with her oak tree, 或许,有时候我们想找的qualities在人类里找不到,可能在一些东西上才找得到吧。
难怪,有时候一些人会放弃在同类群中寻找,应该是因为要找的话应该很不容易,因为,nobody could ever meet up to their expectations 所以,他们宁愿在别的东西里或在异类中找他们所希望的qualities吧。
我想,我应该是找到了,而我希望的qualities are in my watch.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

my p4 and p3

This afternoon I went to teach my Primary Four kids. They are so fun, and I meant, real fun. Basically, they weren't very good in Chinese (duh, or else why would they be in my class) but they really have that eagerness to learn something new and to interact with me. They are talkative but not rowdy, and I'm so thankful for that. I like my students to interact with me, but they must know their limits. I'm having problems with my Primary Three English Writing class. They are uber rowdy and the whole class is chaotic, I just pray they could have that interest and eagerness to learn, and not always thinking of playing games.
I love it today, I feel so happy with this Primary Four class. =) Gonna buy them some presents as prizes, 'cos we had a contest today. Whee!~

Monday, December 03, 2007



Sunday, December 02, 2007

stop me

This morning I felt so crappy because of him. You might think: 'What a joke, girl. You have completely put him off your mind, you totally treat him as a friend now.' Yeah, maybe. But if that is really the case, then why did I weep when I think of him? Why did I feel that I was going to breakdown if I see his face again? Sometimes I wonder have I really let go of that past relationship, what is happening to me manz? I saw him from where I was, I felt stupid performing when he was there, then I became angry with myself because I'm mindful of what he thinks. I tried to laugh hard, look other directions or even trying to look focused on what I'm supposed to do. I know all these are just ways to cover up my embarrasment as well as my heartache but I could not help it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so stupid, maybe I just need a good cry and I'll be fine. I'm just being emotional, I'll be alright soon.
Gurl, get a grip on yourself.