All my friends and relatives are giving me their winter clothing,
and of course their best wishes.
'Learn as much as you can in China' or 'Experience life there' or 'Must learn to take care of yourself ah..' etc etc..
Thanks for all the well wishes, I will to all the statements above.

Counting down to departure: 23 days.

Great.
Mixed feelings again.
Sigh.

This trip could be an escapade, a break free, a miracle.
I should be really jubilant and excited about it.
But I'm not really feeling so strongly positive.
I mean, I do feel positive but not as much as what I've expected to feel.
So weird.

Enough of these dumb potpouri of feelings.
Time to work towards what I want.

要进得了厨房、出得了厅堂；

做个懂得各种武艺的现代女性。

这；是我的目标。