Finally Friday

Today is Friday, the last of my first working week.
I am so tired.
Everyday, I forced myself to press on.
You know, yesterday before I fell asleep, my mind was filled with this question:
'What should I do for my primary 5 lesson plans?'

And......
I had a nightmare.
It was so bad that I woke up at 04:40am and cried my eyeballs out.
Then, I fell on my bed and went back to sleep.
I guess I am too exhausted and stressed.
But given my character, I cannot rest without finishing my work.
Even if I finally cannot take it and collapsed in bed, my mind will still be on my work.
Everyday is work work work for me.
You know, the workload is really heavy.
However, the only thing that drives me to school is my students.
So, if I ever go on medical leave, that means I am really really truly ill.

Okay okay, enough of my ranting.
I gotta go write my primary 5 lesson plans.
Drats, I should have known that life is never a bed of roses.
Bleah.

We Are Winners

Tomorrow is D-day.
The day that marks the start of practicum.
Many of my babes are kinda depressed over it.
But darlings, remember, we must always keep our heads above the water. (quote from jun)
If we survived, we're winners.
My princesses! What are we? We're WINNERS not LOSERS, yeah?!
Love you babes. Come on girls, give Manda baby a BIG BIG hug!!!
Muacks!
:D

Start Of Something New?

I think everything should be alright for me by now.
Well, I still like the memories but not feeling too sad whenever I think of them.
So, I guess I will be okay soon.
Thanks a million for the understanding and concern of those who cared, love all of you so much.

Teaching practicum is starting on Monday, 23rd of Feburary.
I need to tweak my mindset a little; to be the ever-optimistic, chirpy and humble student-teacher.
Sigh.
My life is going to be filled with lesson plans AGAIN!!!
Also, I totally have to wreck my brains to think of creative and effective ideas for teaching AGAIN!!!
*roll my delicate eyeballs*
Gaahhh!!!!!

i.love.you

I like this photo.

I always dream of a love like this; just a simple walk along the beach with the holding of hands and we will look into each other's eyes and smile.

Sounds simple?

Yet so difficult to attain, aint it?

Just like the lyrics say: "dream-maker, you're a heart-breaker."

The man who could have made my dream come true, in the end, was the breaker of my heart.

My heart wasn't too shattered, actually.

Just couldn't get over the fact that top prize just brushed past me like that.

Yes, I know there's even better top prizes out there, but till now, he's the top prize that I've met and actually wanted.

O well, just give me time to get over it okay, though I know he will always be remembered.

Oh yes. Today is Valentine's Day.

To all my lovelies: Enjoy your day of love.

And to him (that is if he ever finds my blog),

I wanted to text you a Valentine's Day message but I do not have that courage to send out the text. So, I'll just write here, hoping that one day you'll be able to find out what I wrote.

[TSCQR, I guess I really fell for you already. This, I don't even know until now. But, I will get over you. We're friends. :) Enjoy your Valentine's Day!]

No matter what, I still hold on to my dream of love. ;)

Patience Hope Pride

身边有贴心的朋友真是幸福，我觉得自己是幸福的。
虽然经历了一些令人感到恶心又荒谬的事情，但是，到最后听到朋友真切的关怀，我心里是万分地感动。

今天心情很差。
简直就是跌入了谷底。
本人和好朋友出去看电影。
电影虽然不是非常的棒。
对我来说，就是一部很普通的影片。
但是，看了就是异常地没feel。
后来，我们三个女人走出电影院，一句话都没说。
但是，我想：我们都知道彼此都藏有心事吧。
三个人走在同一条路，却各有心事的。
眉头深锁的我们，是否能找到属于我们各自的出路呢？

后来，三人一起到咖啡座去的时候，性格直率的我把心里的难过与不快全都道出来。
两位好友一边听、一边笑、然后一边尝试冷静地向我分析一切。
我看着他们两个，不知觉地，也笑了。
虽然，又累又难过，但是，始终是笑了。

她们啊，
一个感情发展的程度是慢到不行，我叫她Patience。
另一个呢，对爱情非常地期望又充满童景，我叫她Hope。
她们叫我什么？
因为我超爱面子与尊严，所以她们名我为Pride。

Patience and Hope, 今天真是谢谢你们了。You girls may not know it, but you both really made my day. Pride爱死你们了！
=)

An affair to remember

So many things happened and I have no idea where to start.
Well, some of my friends are going through a rough patch while some of them are stepping out of their comfort zone. Yes, you guessed right. I am talking about relationships or dating, whatever you want to call it.
For me, I have got something new.
It was quite an embarassing encounter yet so beautiful.
For those who knew, you know how he and I got to know each other.
Some of you who were there, you girls know exactly what I was thinking and doing at that time, and of course, what he did.
Well, yesterday he and I went out.
I never dated someone like him. He's so different from the guys I've ever dated.
Yes, he took a while to open up to strangers.
Yet, strangely, we opened up to each other more than what we expect we will.
And I like the good impressions on our first date. I don't know about him, but I do like what I see and how I feel.
I don't know if there is going to be more to this but even if it is for this once, it will still and always be an affair to remember.
At least to me, yes, that will be how it is.




......it was really minute yet incredibly significant......