pissed then emo. what's next?

i'm so friggin' pissed now!
guess what?
i was in school waiting for 8 hours for NOTHING!!!
Arrghh!!!
i was in school for 8 hours waiting for the Ngee Ann Friends thingy.
we all thought it was a talk but it turn out to be an award ceremony.
when we reached LT26, we stopped in our tracks.
stunned followed by embarassment.
everyone's dress code was formal.
F-O-R-M-A-L.
and what's OUR clothings like?
spaghetti top, jeans, denim skirts and slippers.
how to go in?!
well, my lecturer did NOT explain the event as well as the dress code to us,
IN ADVANCE!
soooooo...
too bad! we decided to leave instead.
i'm friggin' pissed cos i wasted 8 hours in school,
with some bloody cramps!
gahh!

on my way home, i took bus 74 to Dover mrt station.
manz, i shouldn't have done that.
i saw this guy wearing maritime uniform walking towards me.
gosh! i thought it was him.
i was almost sure my heart skipped a beat.
started to breathe really deep and hard, cos memories came flooding back.
sweet gazes, waiting for each other, journey back home and then the hurtful words on his blog.
sigh.
you know, when i saw that nautical guy at Dover just now,
for one moment i really thought it was him.
but then, he was out at sea,how could he be at Dover?
haah. totally foolish of me.
however, im alright, really. no worries kays.
i told Gurlie i'm not gonna get involved in relationships.
at least not now.
too troublesome lah.
blame it on my inability to handle these kinda relationship loh.
lols.
but seriously, no relationships for me.
not now, not in the near future.
yupz, why choose BGR when there's peace in the making of friends?