long time since i blogged.
guess quite a lot happened recently.
good? not good? i don't know.
but they sure caused quite a few waves in my emotions.

i love him.
love him too much.
so much so that i'm scared.
that i'll lose him.

i know i can never give as much as she did.
she did a lot for him, she's just too good.

but if she comes back crying
and he returns to her, what else can i do?
nothing.
i'll just leave.
if he stops loving me
i know my love for him won't be able to stop instantaneously.
i'll just leave.

if it ever hurts
it hurts within.
no one will ever see.

BUT
i've decided to just take things as it comes.
trust rather than being paranoid abt stuff.
nothing i can do anyways.
so just TRUST and LOVE.
right?
yup, i'm right.
forget regrets.
live this moment as my last.
=)