Contentment - checked?

I took quite a long hiatus.

Work kept me from blog.
Actually, work kept me from a lot of things.
Now, most of the time when I am on the internet, I'll be checking emails and the school cockpit.

Family - checked. All good. I know sometimes I'll get frustrated and speak as if I am damn irritated, but that's not personal. It's work that's getting on my nerves.
Beeee - checked. Blissfully in love. Deeper in love. What more can I say?
Friends - checked. Well, as we grow older, we know people come and go. But the few that stays, are the gems in my life. The Queens and Bestie, totally love y'all.
Work - Sigh. Checked. The saying of "Life's not fair." is slowly seeping in. I don't really dig that, you know.

Bestie and Girl pigged out on cheesecakes on thursday night. Queens and Princess walked on sunshine on a friday morning. Beeee and Baby ever in love.
I really should be contented.
Erm......for now.
Heehee.

Stronger

Yesterday I went for a course speaking on basic counselling skills.
It was really interesting (and the instructor likes me, heehee) I picked up a lot of skills that I could even apply in my own life.
Then, during lunch break I spoke to the instructor. She was so understanding about the situation that I told her and she was really positive in her encouragement to me. So genuine and sincere.
Well, obviously after talking to her I felt so much better and enlightened.
I think it really helped me and Beeee.
I may still fear at times but I felt that I was much stronger than before.
And I know I can go through this with Beeee.
I love you, James Tay.

Not Now

I'll be away for awhile.
See you when I see you.