you know, i know it's not a good thing getting into a depression state.
but what the hell is wrong with me??

like i will know.
if i knew i wouldn't be so friggin' pissed off with myself.

i need to write.
to let my thoughts flow from my heart to my mind to my arms and through the pen onto the paper.
ooh...just imagine that process...cool one.

write write write. read read read. yep, that's what i will do.
my remedy for my freaky mindset.weird.