it's been a long time..

it's been like eons since i last blog..hahaz..nowadays busy with my o levels...how i hope the o's end asap...
sigh...this morning when i was semi awake i had such a terrible dream, i dreamt that i was late for literature paper2.. & i was left with 15 mins 2 do my paper..so i just stare at the qns paper & those foolscape papers..den the examiner: mrs danial--look at me, shake her head & collect my paper. i burst out in tears & ran to the toilet..can't stop crying...den when i came back frm the toilet, i sat for my literature paper 1, but guess what i got on my desk..?graph papers instead of foolscape papers..so i called for mrs danial & asked her for foolscape paper..she said loftily,"i don't have" Then i woke up..then i realised i had my literature papers last thursday..hahaz..silly me eh..but it was terrifying ok...
cant wait for o's to end..then i could have all the fun i want b4 i start working...hahaz...
seriously i have to say that God has been good 2 me..He gave me much peace..i mean i do not fret when im doing my papers..so i could think & im not afraid...praise be to the Lord...He's a good God...i love Him soooooo much...
hey Jae, got smthg 2 pass 2 u tmr..i think i'll leave it on your desk k..
yep so that's all..see ya..!

LOVE..

we cry 'Glory 2 the King!' Praise be 2 Jesus Christ, the Lord of my life!
i really love Him, & i know He love me 2..just like wad Jae said, i think He is much much more impt 2 me than any1 else..guys, studies, family & friends seem soooo much smaller compared 2 Him..i think He is the 1 im running after, nothing else no1 else but Him..im hated, outcast because im running after Him but i couldn't care! i couldn't care anymore!! i want Him, only Him & all of Him..!

what brings me 2 Him?what brings Him 2 me? Love.
what makes Him go 2 the cross so willingly? Love.
what makes the Father give His son? Love.
what makes me run after Him? Love.
why is it that love make me run after Him? Because He 1st Loved me.

Now abideth faith, hope & love, these three; but the greatest of all is Love.

English paper 1&2

today did my English paper 1 & 2..it was quite alrite..i mean i know i tried my best..so i have nth 2 worry bout..even if the results are really bad, @ least i won't regret my whole life on why didn't i work hard right..
after my papers i just kept laughing..when talking 2 alvin over the phone & chatting with my friends..i just kept laughing..i dunno why...hahaz..i guess i sort of like this o levels..it's so new 2 me..so strange yet so fresh..
but i certainly have 2 give thanks 2 the Lord & praise Him..He's always there with me..n He give me peace in my heart..He gave me joy 2...i dunno why but in some corner of my heart, there's joy..i can feel it & i thank Him 4 that..
tmr i'll be taking 3 papers--math p1, Lit p1&2..a lil nervous bout math, my math was never very good..i just hope i could pass..
yep so that's all 4 today..gotta study..cant wait 4 tmr 2 be over..cos i'll have a 4 days break..hahaz..& cant wait for sunday either..hahaz..miss my oikos members..hahaz..