felt better..

yesterday i went for sunday service..it was refreshing...and i had a gr8 time worshipping and praising God..
after the service we went to parkway parade's pastamania for lunch..talked quite alot..
felt stressed that o levels are coming..alot of pressure..known pressure and unknown ones too..
talked to my oikos members and i prayed..felt better..but went home i still cried my eyes out when i quarrelled with my bro over my studies stuff...
until i talked to jae..i seriously felt like a load off my mind..well jae, thanks a million ok..had a gr8 time talking 2 u..u might not want to burden me with ur probs but i just want u to know that if u really need sm1 to talk or smthg, im here alrite..cos ur my bro cum fren..and also know that the good Lord helps..He will never leave us alone..never..

miss 'em!

i've been doing school papers these few weeks...im not sure whether i know what im doing..seriously..
1 more week to the o levels..really stressed and nervous..

right after my o levels, the person i would like to see straight away is him..i dunno why, just want to see him right after 3 weeks of stress...hahaz..

mr.jae Ong is ill..very much ill i guess...so jae, please take care of yourself will ya..? and drink more h2o and rest more ok..will be praying for your recovery...the good Lord heals..don't worry..

seriously, i miss going to oikos..and i miss my oikos members terribly...really hope to see them tomorrow..can't wait..!

i hate this..!

im afraid, frustrated, this pent up anger inside..i dunno why..i feel so stressed out..it's like everybody seems to be pinning high hopes on me..my parents, brother, teachers...what if i don't do well..?wouldn't it be such a big let-down to them..?but seriously im trying very hard...very...
i know the good Lord will deliver me..but the feeling of uncertainty and fear still grips me...i trust the Lord to help me..but im not confident in myself..have i tried my best..?have i fully prepare for the o's..?i dunno...
seriously, i don't want to let everybody down..i don't wanna let Him down too...sigh...