众口铄金，积毁销骨。

不过，我会做一颗锤不扁、斩不断、踢不动、蒸不熟、炒不爆、煮不烂、响当当的铜豌豆！

哈哈！

我没那么容易被你们说的是是非非而压倒。

哼！

went to party on 24th..
rush through 3 parties..
gosh...
its tiring...i reached home at 2am on 25th..
slept till 12pm...hahaha...

first stop was Uncle Chris & Auntie Rachel's house.
must say a BIG BIG thank you to Uncle Chris & Auntie Rachel.
you guys open your house for us to party every year, without fail.
it's really not easy, with all the great food and friends and small cutie gifts...
THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCHIE!!!!!
had a great chat with enoch, eden and eoin (uncle chris n auntie rach kids=my childhood friends) enoch=teasing me once he sees me, as always. but we can chat heart to heart too okie..haha..
eden=laugh at me, ever so frank and bitchy with me.
eoin=bully me lah..got bullied by a kid leh..haiyah..hahaha..!

my brother arthur, eden, enoch, eoin and me. (clockwise)

second stop was alvin kor's house. had fun with my church members. stuffed myself silly with loads of food. and received quite a number of presents from my brothers and sisters in christ. had a great chat with them too. love them all.

last stop was marianne dahling's house. though i was super duper late but my gang still loves me. hugged me non stop since the moment i stepped into her house. hahaha.. Jeux D'enfant peeps!!! i LOVE you guyss!!!!!! ~*kiss kiss hugz hugz* most of us got super emo at dahling's house when we reach the countdown. marianne dahling, feng cutie, vivian sweetie, shan shan, ah long, louis dude, I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!! -group hugz!!!- hahaha..

lastly, Christmas is a season of loving and giving. Jesus is the reason we live. Blessed Christmas to y'all!!! ;)

Song: Somewhere Out There

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

it's holidays!!!
like finally.
but they might as well don't give us holidays.
i've got loads of assignments to do.
and as usual, when holidays arrive, i fall ill.
bah-ness!
sore throat and flu.
gahh!!

oh yeah, i know in my last post, i was really pissed off.
and i rant non-stop.
i'm sorry people.
made some of you worried and angry as well.
oh well, after ranting everything out, i felt much better.
i can't really control the way others handle me, can't force them to come right up to me and tell me what they don't like about me right...
so, i'll just embrace it, deal with it lah.
as long as i'm not guilty of anything, i don't have to be too bothered.
i guess, different people have different ways of handling stuff, so i can't force them to change because of me.
just like how they can't force me to change because of them.
so, yupz, guess whatever comments come, i'll just accept them if i feel that i need to,
if not, i'll just throw them into the bin.
still, i want to thank those people who commented on me.
at least now i know what you guys think of me.
went through a period of anger, handling of emotions and reflections.
found out that maybe there are certain areas of my character i need to change and some i don't see the need to.
and most importantly, i learnt that God wants me to look to Him, not to Man.

don't you all dare judge me, 'cos all of you have no right to do so.
don't like the way i am, tell me right smack in my face.
don't "comment" behind my back.
tell me straight in my face, if i want to change, i will.
if i don't want to change, you just gotta take it or leave it.
get it?!
thanks a lot.
don't have the guts to tell me what you don't like about me...?
tsk tsk..i totally despise these kinda people.
then GO HOME & SHUT YOUR PIE HOLE ABOUT ME!!!!
once again, i say: don't like what i write? too bad, that's me.

看了碧慧的msn nickname；我突然想写一篇华文的文章。
“除了你，我会关上所有爱别人的门”
我想；或许我现在正处在这样的状况下。这几个星期一直狂犯桃花运，但心里总是挂念着他。我想；我真地爱上他了。不管身边有多少条件一级棒的男生在追我，我好像都不屑一顾。心里不知为何只有他的影子，他的名字。有时，我会担心自己是不是过于投入这段感情，我害怕失去的时候，我会变得很彷徨吧。
哈哈！我的前任男友们肯定说：“韵蕾一直以来都很狠，对感情的事是毫不留情的。”
这次不一样了，不知为什么的；就是不一样。
若有一天失去时，希望我能应付吧。
对那么软弱的自己，我还是有点怕怕的，不知所措。
唉。。。

Song: The Way You Look At Me

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

CHORUS
'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE
I don't know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time

[Repeat CHORUS]

The way you look at me
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this song specially dedicated to my honey dear.
thank you for everything. love you loadz my dear. ;)